The struggle is real…

Feeling better

I’ve started to feel tons better then I have been. I was able to get out of bed and clean the house which was nice, and was able to work and got an order filled today. Now I’m waiting for Marcus to get home, and I think he’s bringing dinner too. Things have been going okay besides Marcus working a ton. It’s been snowing here on and off for the last week I think, and so lots of tea and snuggling for me. I’m super close to 2,000 viewers on here, so thank you so much for that! I’m currently sitting in bed watching Netflix and debating on whether to take a hot bath or not. My UTI is still making me just a bit sore, but I do feel good enough to get up and move around that’s for sure. Anyway, thank you guys so much for all the love and support as always. Much love.



I ended up having to send Marcus to the store last night. It’s been a few years since my last UTI (Urinary Tract Infection), but here she came full force, like a freight train. So straight cranberry juice and Azo for me. If it’s not one thing, it’s another which is what I would use to sum up yesterday. First of all, my laptop that I ended up fixing was almost no longer, now it has no sound. Yes I’ve tried resetting and everything like that. Then, there was an argument between someone and I (not going to mention names), which put me in a more foul mood. And then finally, this damn infection, which thankfully Marcus is the kind of husband that he is, and stayed up to go get me meds and juice. Pretty much the only good thing about yesterday was that Marcus made us a really good dinner and I ate it all in less than 10 minutes. Oh, and my package shipped too, so there’s that. So now, I’m sitting in bed writing this, trying to relax, and waiting for my husband to get home. But anyway, thank you guys for all the love and support as always. Much love.


I am so freaking excited. I officially get my washer and dryer tomorrow! I know that’s a total wife thing to say, but that means we don’t have to go and use my parents anymore. Granted we will alternate going there on Sundays or them coming here for dinner. Congrats to us, we’ve adulted, which is exactly what we did yesterday. Also, I’ve been running a party for my Lipsense (yes I do that now) so it’s been a little hectic. But we also went big grocery shopping (thank you Lord), and now we have food in our house. Marcus also surprised me with a lunch and dinner date yesterday, so that was super nice to be able to spend that time with him. He works all day today and tomorrow, so we are soaking up as much time together as we can. I know it seems pretty silly, but we actually don’t get that much time together. He works a TON, and more so now because it’s banquet season. Anyway, we are gearing up for Christmas, and I’m so excited to buy gifts it’s ridiculous. Anyway, thank you guys for all the love and support as always. Much love.


So, it has come to my attention that a near and dear person has Narcolepsy. I was informed of this the other day, to which I also found out they are being put down and made fun of for it by family. Now let me just speak my mind. I have both Anxiety and Depression, which are considered mental illnesses. Narcolepsy is also considered a mental illness. DO NOT EVER AND I MEAN EVER, MAKE FUN OF SOMEONE FOR AN ILLNESS YOU CANNOT SEE! It’s not funny, it’s not a joke. Just because you physically cannot see it, doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist! Nobody deserves to be treated that way. We all need a good support system filled with people who love us, who will be there for us, not people who put us down and belittle us for what we cannot control. Be kind to one another, everyone deserves it. So, I’ve made a Pinterest board which I will share here and pin at the top of the welcome page. Feel free to check it out, and to follow if you would like. It’s small right now, but I will be adding as I go. Anyway, thank you guys so much for all the love and support as always. Much love.

Fresh start

Real life update coming your way. I’m still unpacking the damn second bedroom, and at least trying to make it semi decent. Until further notice, it will turn into my beauty room. Speaking of further notice, let me fill you in shall I? It’s literally not as exciting as it sounds. As of now I am on CD (cycle day) 35, and my temps are rising. I’m once again on the wait for ovulation (hence the rising temp) and waiting to start my progesterone cream yet again. We have been trying Preseed as well, which I’ll leave a link down below to it, if anybody is interested in lube (ha funny. No?). Sounds gross I know, but you never know who else is trying to have a kid. Also, I have been ovulating, even though it has been later then I thought it would be. So yeah, that’s pretty much where we are right now. Still taking our vitamins (yay), I’m still on my meds for everything (not so much of a yay), and now we have a bigger space to try for kids. Anyway, thank you guys so much for all the love and support as always. Much love.

Happy thanksgiving

Happy thanksgiving everybody! Last night we went to our very first friendsgiving, and had a good time. So today, we are going over to my parents to celebrate with them, and I’m trying my hand at a new green bean recipe (don’t worry it’s linked below). Papa and Oma are still on their way home, so we are crossing our fingers that they might be here Sunday. We are doing three thanksgivings this year. That’s right, three. Yesterday, today, and then since Papa and Oma can’t make it back in time one when they get here. Our little family celebration will be in our new place, so we’ve got to set up and unpack the rest of everything else. Thank God my niece is coming to stay with us because she offered to help. Anyway, I’m hanging out at home with the furbabies, and I’m thinking about all that we’ve gone through this year. I’m thankful for my amazing husband who works so hard, my two furkids who drive me insane but I love them both with all my heart, my mom and dad, my in laws, my aunts who do so much for us, Papa and Oma, but most of all I’m thankful for you guys who come and read this little blog of mine. Thank you guys so much for all the love and support as always. Have a happy thanksgiving from my little clan to yours. Much love.