Here we go

I was informed yesterday that Marcus has hit screw it (not his words, but you get the point). We were in the middle of the vitamin section in Wal-Mart, and talking about starting to take them. As I was picking up my melatonin and we were walking away, he looks at me and says “You know, I’ve pretty much hit f*** it.” I was surprised and decided to ask him what he meant. He then explained to me that I’m not going to be the only one paddling the baby boat anymore. He wants to start taking the vitamins and actually trying harder then we have been. As far as our big baby book goes, we will be looking more into that when we get our new place. All he asks of me is that I’m not shoving it into his face or down his throat, because sometimes I get too excited and can’t stop which I understand. I asked him last night what made him change his mind, and he told me that he’s seen his paychecks and how well we’ve been doing, and he thinks it’s kind of pointless to not try. He feels we are able to take care of another person, and I think (in my own opinion of course) he’s realizing that he wants a baby just as bad as I do. So, in other words, now we just wait for my period. We are doing this, this is real. I’m nervous and excited and scared all at the same time. I know he is too, but I know we got this. If I can ask for a little babydust our way, that would be so cool! Thank you guys for all the love and support as always. Much love.


Author: growingupamerrick

Hello everybody! My name is Mariah, I'm 25 years old, married to my best friend, and have two amazing furbabies. I started this blog to fill you in on what goes on inside the Merrick household as well as our lives. We are also on our TTC (trying to conceive) journey, and I've got pretty regular updates on that. Hope you guys enjoy, and happy reading!

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