Down for the count

Depression hit me hard today. I had to have Marcus make me into a sushi roll (he rolled me up in our comforter) to make me feel semi okay. I’m doing a little better now, but it creeps up every now and again while I’m doing something such as watching a movie or watching a stream on Twitch. Marcus is making me some homemade stew as we speak (which he just brought to me and it really good by the way), and he’s been really good about taking care of me while I’m like this. I’ve been in bed pretty much all day and maybe helped put away one load of dishes. I’ve had Toby, Shatzie, and Marcus snuggles as they try to help me get over this rut that I’m stuck in today. I know I’ll be okay, but for today I’m not, and I have to admit that to myself which is okay. It’s actually been super rainy today, which is a good day for soup and not such a good day for depression. So for tonight, I think I’m just gunna keep it on the down low and probably watch some more movies, test on my monitor, shower, and try to get to bed at a decent time. Thank you all so much for all the love and support as always. Much love.

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Author: growingupamerrick

Hello everybody! My name is Mariah, I'm 24 years old, married to my best friend, and have two amazing furbabies. I started this blog to fill you in on what goes on inside the Merrick household as well as our lives. We are also on our TTC (trying to conceive) journey, and I've got pretty regular updates on that. Hope you guys enjoy, and happy reading!

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