Struggling

Two anxiety attacks, alone all day today, and on top of all that I’ve been crying on and off and couldn’t tell you why. Marcus’s schedule keeps changing, and it’s not an easy thing to deal with for the both of us. I wanna spend as much time with him as he wants to spend with me, but with a job like his it’s not easy to do. That’s what I get for marrying a chef I guess. So, it’s not been a super exciting happy day for myself. My throat is killing me, my mouth hurts on both sides of my cheeks (pretty sure I have some cuts and whatnot from my wisdom teeth), and so on. I’m trying to not be super crabby or rant a lot, but that’s just been my damn day. I feel like the weight of the world as been slammed on my shoulders today, and I’m having trouble carrying the weight. Thankfully, Marcus is on his way home, so I have someone to rant to besides the entire world on here. Granted I’ve had the dogs to keep me company today, but that hasn’t been enough for little ol’ me. I’m trying to keep strong today and hold onto myself and my sanity, but so far that hasn’t gone according to plan at all. But anyway, I’m going to sit here on the phone with my husband and talk to hm until he walks through our front door to save me from myself. Thanks for all the love and support as always. Much love.

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Author: growingupamerrick

Hello everybody! My name is Mariah, I'm 24 years old, married to my best friend, and have two amazing furbabies. I started this blog to fill you in on what goes on inside the Merrick household as well as our lives. We are also on our TTC (trying to conceive) journey, and I've got pretty regular updates on that. Hope you guys enjoy, and happy reading!

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