A little time and patience…

Good evening my readers! Tonight has been a busy night, and I’ve sure had a ton of things on my mind. I’ve been trying out different “period tracking apps” because honestly, that’s the only way I can keep track. I’ve been getting high readings as I’ve mentioned, but get a little down when I’m still not ovulating. I’ve been spending a TON of time around my nephew, and to be honest it does suck every time I go home cause well, I can’t take him with me. It’s been a struggle for me lately to pull myself outta bed every morning because I know I’ve got to take another test. It may sound like I’m complaining, and maybe I am. A little time, a little patience is what I keep having to repeat to myself. Am I perfect in every way? HELL NO! Do I hope and pray every month that maybe AF (Aunt Flow) won’t come? Yes I do. Every. Damn. Month. I hate getting my hopes up like that just to watch them fall. Don’t get me wrong, I am so happy for those who can get pregnant that fast, because I know a few ladies that have. But when the hell is it my turn?! I feel angry sometimes, but this time I know why. Anyway, enough of the rant and the heavy. I hope all of you are having an amazing night. As for me, I’m snuggled up to my mom and waiting for Marcus to get home.


Author: growingupamerrick

Hello everybody! My name is Mariah, I'm 25 years old, married to my best friend, and have two amazing furbabies. I started this blog to fill you in on what goes on inside the Merrick household as well as our lives. We are also on our TTC (trying to conceive) journey, and I've got pretty regular updates on that. Hope you guys enjoy, and happy reading!

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