A little time and patience…

Good evening my readers! Tonight has been a busy night, and I’ve sure had a ton of things on my mind. I’ve been trying out different “period tracking apps” because honestly, that’s the only way I can keep track. I’ve been getting high readings as I’ve mentioned, but get a little down when I’m still not ovulating. I’ve been spending a TON of time around my nephew, and to be honest it does suck every time I go home cause well, I can’t take him with me. It’s been a struggle for me lately to pull myself outta bed every morning because I know I’ve got to take another test. It may sound like I’m complaining, and maybe I am. A little time, a little patience is what I keep having to repeat to myself. Am I perfect in every way? HELL NO! Do I hope and pray every month that maybe AF (Aunt Flow) won’t come? Yes I do. Every. Damn. Month. I hate getting my hopes up like that just to watch them fall. Don’t get me wrong, I am so happy for those who can get pregnant that fast, because I know a few ladies that have. But when the hell is it my turn?! I feel angry sometimes, but this time I know why. Anyway, enough of the rant and the heavy. I hope all of you are having an amazing night. As for me, I’m snuggled up to my mom and waiting for Marcus to get home.

Advertisements

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s