A serious post…

Hello readers. Tonight, I want to talk about a condition I’ve been suffering from pretty much all my life. Depression. Let me give you a few facts okay?

Depression (noun)-feelings of severe despondency and dejection.

For some of you who do not know, I was officially diagnosed with depression when I was 17 years old. Mine is not as sever as others I know, nut still it is not an easy thing to deal with. What does it feel like for those of you who don’t know? Well, let me tell you.

1. Feeling like you’re not good enough.

2.Being mad or upset and not knowing why.

3.Not wanting to be around ANYBODY.

There’s many more feelings/symptoms I could go into, but then I’d probably be up all night. I may get some serious hate for this post, but oh well. It’s a struggle. Every. Damn. Day. There are days where I don’t even wanna get out of bed let alone do anything. Sometimes I can’t even tell the people closest to me why I’m feeling like this simply because I don’t know. I had an episode tonight, and I just felt compelled to write about it. It’s not all in your head. Don’t let anybody tell you to get off your meds because you’re “crazy” (been there done that). You decide what is best for you. If anybody wants to talk or vent, I’m ALWAYS HERE. I get it, the struggle. In closing, I encourage you to always talk to someone, even if you don’t know what to say.


Author: growingupamerrick

Hello everybody! My name is Mariah, I'm 25 years old, married to my best friend, and have two amazing furbabies. I started this blog to fill you in on what goes on inside the Merrick household as well as our lives. We are also on our TTC (trying to conceive) journey, and I've got pretty regular updates on that. Hope you guys enjoy, and happy reading!

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